When I look for answers, in Tarot books, Astrology books, or from anyone who practices either of these, I get no emotional reassurance. I am left within the prison of my intellectual mind; I hear a little bit more information (I am a Gemini), but I don't come to any conclusions. What to trust? Who or what to turn to? I love Astrology, and I love the Tarot (although I don't have much experience with the latter). But each time I read a book about astrology or Tarot, I don't resonate with the material very much. Rather, I gain a perspective that could help me in the future, but doesn't resonate with my experience of my moment.
I feel its time to start doing my own readings, leaving the books and information and trying to do it for myself. Its time to buy an ephermis, a proper Tarot deck and just do it. I think that would be very exciting. And Im ready. I realize everything all these experienced teachers doesn't mean anything to me, it is a chorus of voices shouting to make the right choices and I cant hear myself above the din. Its just time to start doing my own thing. I have not trusted myself because I thought I was too inexperienced and not good enough. Maybe I was/am(?) too inexperienced. But Im ready to start my own journey in the "Realm of Astrology and Tarot".
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